Accountability, Day 10... almost under the limbo stick

Not really sure where to begin...
Last night was an interesting night. Ran into an ex boyfriend of mine, someone I really loved, we did not end on good terms and that always disappointed me. I was out celebrating a friends birthday and he was there with his new girlfriend, (she is my friends best friend). I found out from the birthday girl that the ex is moving away from Vegas with the new GF. It made me realize that if I didn't tell him I was sorry that things didn't work out differently and that I truly wish him the best I might ever have that chance face to face. So I told him, and it was fine, and I feel so much better. I also talked to the new GF and she is super cool, we have a friend in common and had some fun stories to share. I am happy for both of them.

It made me realize that my time is coming to an end here in Vegas soon, that if there are any loose ends to tie up, now is the time to do so.

About three years ago I had a falling out with one of my best friends. She was also at the birthday girl's celebration last night. We haven't spoken in three years with the exception of maybe two instances where we were mostly talking about theatre and a specific show - more business small talk than "hey, how are ya..." I think after clearing my heart and mind of the ex I wanted to do the same with the old friend. On my way home I sent her a text, simply stating I was sorry that things ended the way they did and wished her well. She replied back saying she was sorry too, that she misses me some days, hears I am moving and wished me good luck and told me to dream big. I wrote back that I am probably leaving in february or march and that if she wanted to chat sometime to let me know. Currently that is where it stands. But even that made it a little bit more ok.

I didn't get home until about 2:30 am and that didn't help with my daily goals... so here it goes.

Exercise: Excuses, excuses. Yep, I am totally making excuses. Today I did not exercise because I stayed out too late, slept too late, woke up and emailed a friend a loooong email, I was expecting people over at 10, 11, 12 and 2:30 today to buy items, look at the room, and had a friend come through this afternoon. I figured I would go take a Zumba class at 4:30 but at noon got a call that my house is just about ready to close and I needed to transfer my funds and meet my realtor at 5pm to sign the papers. So no class for me. I made excuses all day. I don't feel too bad for it.  Normally exercise helps to relieve stress, but I don't feel stressed, I  have so about to happen that I  feel in limbo, I don't want to start anything that can't get interrupted, I don't want to miss an important phone call. So I made excuses today.  It happens. And tomorrow I know that nothing will move forward, no one is coming to visit, drop by, etc. My morning workouts WILL happen and knowing there is an end in sight with the house it will be that much easier to push even harder :)  My wrist is still hurting so no handstands yet. Maybe I'll treat myself to a nice stretch in the sauna tomorrow night. I also plan on making up todays exercise on Friday (my normal rest day)

Nutrition, not bad today. It's so much easier not to cheat when you don't have it in the house! Work is a bad influence!!
Breakfast: Cherrios, banana, skim milk
Snack:  banana (they were about to go bad), hard boiled egg
Lunch: Turkey Meatloaf, green peas, quinoa
Snack: Shakeology (greenberry with oj - yummm!!),
Dinner: My first homemade curry! Chicken w/ peppers, onions, zucchini, carrots, tomatoes, corn, garlic over brown rice.
Snack: Yogurt, rice cakes (I'm still a bit hungry, must be time for bed!)

Wake up: After being out so late I didn't feel bad about sleeping until 8:40. Originally I said mornings after two show nights I wouldn't be as worried about being up by 8:30. I think 8:40 is still pretty good for being out till two.

Beachbody: Emailed my new customers. Received my shaker cups in the mail!

Ducks: Still no roommates, didn't sell any garage sale stuff today, but did find out that I should close on the condo by Friday (well, 85% sure it will be by Friday!) After that is done I'll have a much better idea of a time line for my departure. I worked on my room a bit more, putting things away, moving items to the garage to be sold. I really like my new room. I don't know what it is, maybe it is because I only have the things that mean the most to me in my space, I don't have a lot of things just for the sake of having things and that feels really good. My master bedroom is set up with my bedroom area (bed, nightstand, etc), in another corner is my "office" with all my Beachbody items, all my files, office supplies, etc, and in another corner of the room there is my "gym" with my weights, resistance bands, pull up bar.  I am really looking forward to living a lighter life. Because what really matters sure isn't the things that I own.

All right, got to sign off... It is close to midnight and definitely time for me to get tomorrow started right!